“In the cruel world of love, we’ve learned that promises aren’t contracts. Kisses aren’t assurances. Sweet words aren’t guarantees. Tight hugs aren’t bonds & that nothing’s permanent. One day, they’re yours, the next day they’re gone. Last night, they were sweet, The next morning, they’re callous & cold. Loving someone is not always about fairy tales & fantasies. It’s all about painful truth & realities. I wanted to marry you. I wanted to travel the world with you. I wanted to be happy with you. I wanted to laugh with you. I wanted to love you like no one has before. I wanted to buy a house with you. I wanted to have kids with you. I wanted to live my life with you. I wanted us to be 90 & still be so in love with each other. I wanted to be yours forever. I wanted you to be mine an entire lifetime. But it’s never going to happen & that is something I’ve stopped wanting…”—Flufflynips
All I ever want was to start a new chapter, with a special character but I was “rejected”. It’ll be nothing more than just another recovery chapter again.
However, I’m really confused as to why you would come back after my opposition pulled you away. I wished that meant something at least, but I don’t wish to assume. Furthermore, both of us were intoxicated.
Intoxicated like last night when I spilled everything out. Only to learn that you’re different. I totally understand, and respect your decision.